i just can't

"I just can't do it anymore."  When I heard those words spoken today in church followed by "That is a lie that Satan wants you to believe", I immediately turned to Seth and said, "How many times have I said that recently?"  I feel like it's sort of been my life motto since, oh, November?  It's easy to wallow in the negativity that can surround you when you are struggling to juggle 2 young kids (one of which who has been dubbed our little terror), working, many many sleepless nights, disappointment that things haven't gone just the way I wanted with this baby and insecurity over how your body has changed after that second child.  The hard part is stepping above all of that and seeing the good that your life is.  That your life is filled with love from a husband, 2 beautiful healthy children, family and friends.  That they see you amidst all the mess you feel you have become and even point out a strength here and there (that you don't think you have).  My life has not been exactly pretty these past 8 months but it's been.  Here's to the next 8 months....