Did I mention that all of a sudden my pregnancy seems to be in fast forward? Going back to work full time leaves less time to actually bask in the moments that are left. This makes me sad as we will go from a family of 3 to a family of 4 in less than 3 months. I know I'm not the first mother ever to be concerned about how their firstborn (and currently only) child will react to a sibling. I'm glad that Delia is young enough not to have been an only child for too long yet worried enough that she will feel pushed to the side. While she can't possibly understand how special of a place she holds in my heart, I hope that she will always feel my love. She MADE me a mother. Any additional child will just add on to this wonderful experience. Thoughts on this topic come and go, but I'll just leave them there for now.
As far as the pregnant part, it's beginning to get pretty tough. I feel large (which I sort of am since I have gained 30 lbs), I tire easily, and most movements are difficult. Sitting in a computer chair 8-10 hours a day is not comfortable. Walking for long periods is not comfortable. Sleeping is not comfortable. This little guy is quite the mover and his little jabs and kicks are sometimes painful. As I type this he's been kickboxing right behind my belly button which is the WORST spot to do that. I don't know why but it really hurts. I try to push back at him in hopes he will move positions but it doesn't seem to be working. He is much more active than Delia ever was and I never considered her to be a lazy baby.
We still have a ways to go with being prepared for his arrival. At the moment he doesn't have a place to sleep. I'm starting to feel anxious about this, but I should know from previous experiences that it will all be worked out before it needs to be. I just like to feel ready and I don't yet. Knowing I have less time to do things does not help the cause. I really need Seth to get motivated though because he has to do most of the work. I guess I'll just keep on nagging, haha. Hopefully by next update I will have something to report.
Picture recap:
26 weeks.
27 weeks.
28 weeks - 3rd trimester!
No comments:
Post a Comment